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EH told me this morning he has 5 days for R&R from his deployment which means the possibility of flying overseas to be with him, eeeekkks, I’m excited at the possibility but as we ladies know, aint nothing guarantee until the day they say he can leave :)



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deployment

I am so blessed that I’m able to still message my love even though he’s already about a week into his deployment. Besides not being able to see his beautiful face on Skype, at least I can talk to him and have him send me kissy face pictures. and I’m perfectly content with just that. I can’t believe we’re getting married when he comes home, and everytime I think about it I truly wonder how did this all happen, when did I get so lucky. 24 more weeks then he’ll be home for good. everyday is just another day closer to having him home.



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my prayer for you.

dear god,
please protect my love from any dangers that may be seen along his path home, that when it’s dark and grey and he has no light to guide him please be the light to bring him home, remind him that he has love ones waiting for him each and every day, and that most of all he has my love, my heart, my soul, and with every struggle, every scar, every victory I will be right beside him as I pray upon you to be as well. and if ever you see that his journey has ended please guide him to heavens gate, let him enter and wait on those golden steps till we reunite again. Amen.



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an over due love message

4/05/2012 0702am

baby i know what your feeling right now with deploying, nervousness, anxiety, etc. ive been cranky lately too because im having the same feelings. but ill promise you everything will be alright, and ill be alright too. nothing will happen to me. ill be back for you. only 6 more months till forever starts :) nobody said ti was going to be easy but nobody said we cant try. I saved your wedding dress pic on my phone because it gives me butterflies in my gut. i cant really believe this is happening, it feels unreal. but i love it :) and i love looking at it, i just hope i make it home so it all comes true. but i have a feeling everything will be good, lights will guide me home. you cant stop the unstoppable lol;) cockiness kicking in ha. ive worked to harc at this early point in my life to just let my dreams slip thorough my fingers. and im not gonna let that happen. i love love love love you. i know im not the best guy in the world, or the perfect one for you for that matter. but i try, but im also just me. i don ttry to be anyone else because why the hell would i do that? you gotta be original at least lol. i know we always fight, aruge, bitch, moan and complain with eachother. but even though i dont show it, it hurts me on the inside just as much as it does you. and im always sorry for everytime it happens. im can be and irritable grouch, but thats just me sometimes. im not always the most understanding, caring, or loving person in the world. but when im in the mood, i can be the best at it all, because i wanna impress, i know how too ha. i cant promise you the world i know that. but i can promise to try to make you as happy as humanly imaginable. just to see the smile on your face because o me, knowing your happy because i made you that way. theres no better feeling in the world. well thats all i got to say. just felt like writing you this little love message because im sure your overdue for one. i love love love love you, dont forget that. muah muuuah muuuuuuaaahhh muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh:)



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